Tuesday, June 15, 2010

High School

I really took like, twenty minutes of my free period to make this blog. Though I already have one on Tumblr, the school blocked it, so I can't use it. And by the blockage, I made this.
This is hella boring. I have nothing to write, and I really just want to kill time so I can go home, eat, rot on my couch, and fall asleep. What the hell, it's only 3:10? I have twenty minutes.
Now it's 3:14, and I have no idea what to write about. I guess I'll just write random shit.
Anyway, I'm hella tired of high school. Well, not really. I'm just tired of going to school. I'm tired of dealing with the obnoxious, loud, fake, bitchy, irritating, annoying, dramatic ass people that go here. I don't know, it's retarded. It's like people have a hard time keeping it real and saying/showing how they really feel. Sometimes, I wonder why people are so afraid to just say what they mean and be who they are (and by saying how they feel, I mean appropriate things). I don't know, it irritates me. I don't know.
Not everyone is going to like you, so stop wasting your time trying to please everybody-because you can't- and be yourself. Things will be so much easier and you will be so much happier. Fuck the people that don't like you for who you are. Never ever change the way you are for someone else or to get someone's attention. If they don't like you, if they're not paying attention, then fuck them, they're not worth it. Do not, and I can't even stress this enough, do not waste your time on people who do not like you for you. Feel me? It's not that hard. Being yourself, keeping it real, is not that hard. Don't feel bad because some people hate you. I used to feel hella bad, but I don't anymore because I surround myself with people that do like me. I don't know, I used to try to please everyone and try to be this cool, chill ass girl that tried to never have enemies. Then, people would hate me for no reason and I'd try to change what I thought was wrong. THEN, I realized that people like THAT were not worth it. And I'm telling you and saving you a lot of inner troubles and insecurities, that you should just be yourself. I don't know, I'm done ranting.